What does it feel like to be stupid? An anonymous Quora user explains.

Probably one of the more fascinating and unusual experiences that someone can go through... 

I had an arterial problem for a couple of years, which reduced blood supply to my heart and brain and depleted B vitamins from my nerves (to keep the heart in good repair). Although there is some vagueness as to the mechanisms, this made me forgetful, slow, and easily overwhelmed. In short I felt like I was stupid compared to what I was used to, and I was.

It was frightening at first because I knew something wasn't right but didn't know what, and very worrying for my career because I was simply not very good any more.

However, once I got used to it and resigned myself, it was great. Even though I knew I had a worrying illness, I was happy as a pig in mud. I no longer had the arrogance of being frustrated with slow people, I abandoned many projects which reduced a lot of stress, I could enjoy films without knowing what would happen (my nickname before this used to be 'comic book guy' if you get the reference), and I became amazingly laid back and happy go lucky. I got on with people much better. I developed much more respect for one of my friends in particular who I always considered slow - it turned out he is much deeper than I thought, I just never had the patience to notice before. You could say I had more time to look around. The world just made more sense. The only negative, apart from struggling to perform at work, and having to write everything down, was that I no longer found sci-fi interesting - it just didn't seem important. (I'm not joking, although it sounds like a cliché.)

Eventually after more physical and life threatening symptoms developed I got the right tests and they found my arteries where blocked up (2 out of 3 of my main coronary arteries 100% blocked - they couldn't work out why I was alive - it later turned out that I had unusually good peripheral circulation from my intense cycling). I've since had stents to open up the arteries again and made a full recovery.

After a year or so I am almost as 'clever' as I used to be, although I tend to ignore distractions more than I used to and focus on a smaller number of projects. I'm still more laid back than I used to be though, and have more patience with people. Most people still find me more socially competent. I also enjoy sci-fi again.

So an unusual perspective, from a fairly unusual circumstance, but that's what it feels like to be be stupid when you used to be fairly bright. In some ways it was a great learning experience, although obviously in other ways it is a life changing fact I have to live with. Not many people get to walk about in other peoples shoes, and then pick up where they left off. Plus it's obviously nice to still be alive.

In short I would say that the frustration of dealing with slower people is worse than being one of the slower people, even if you know you are slow. Obviously most people who are relatively slow, don't know it, but I think I've glimpsed how they experience the world

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A few years back I got a concussion. I'm not sure however, how similar the symptoms of your illness are to a concussion.

In contrast, I would say I found it extremely difficult to let go of things that I used to spend a lot of time doing. I did cut back on my side projects and my performance in school did suffer, but I was never ok with this.

I never came to grips with being a "stupid person" I could not come to grips with the idea that it was ok that my focus and attention were not where they once were.

I think I did learn a lot about how 'slower people' learn. Certain classes that I took just made sense to me before hand and now I had to work hard in every class just to be back to where I felt like I was keeping up with the class.

In retrospect, I did learn a lot from the experience like you said, but I would say in contrast I hated the experience.

in many ways traveling to a foreign country can feel like that.
For anyone who wants to see the original thread: http://www.quora.com/What-does-it-feel-like-to-be-stupid
Do people actually read sci-fi because they think it's important?
I think sci fi helps us think about the future of humanity. The arc of humanity is one of innovation and greater ability to control one's environment. Sci fi posits where that power can lead, both good and bad.

The future becomes less important if you live moreso in the moment, which is what I think happened with the anonymous writer above. Contentment and happiness lie in being in the moment. But pondering the future is the realm of sci fi.

I'm curious: What did the slowness do to your take on politics?

Did you by any chance suddenly find populist and/or conservative arguments more persuasive?

Note: I'm not actually the writer of this piece -- I found it as an anonymous reply on quora. Questions to the author should be directed to him directly there.
Ah, so this is what it's like to be stupid. Thank you Garry
Why did you choose to block quote the entire answer? That is no doubt the source of confusion about the author.

Pick out a few highlights, then point your reader in the direction of the answer on Quora so that they can read the rest.

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